unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- things may get better after all ahh....so it's midnight and i'm just chatting with the girls about john and some sexual message. it's pretty funny. my stomach already hurts. but this is just what i needed tonight. =) i'm not listening to that depressing song now. i shouldn't. it's amazing the power that music can have over me. so i got up early today (well...not really i guess. 11 am) and went to eat lunch with my mom. i was really down, as usual but it wasn't too bad. i told her that i thought i should see a therapist or something and she seemed to be somewhat concerned. i almost started crying as i was talking about it, but i think i changed the subject and we went back to her office. so i drove home and went over to kristin's later and found her at the park with matt. so we talked for a while and decided to go get some coffee. =) just what i needed. it cheered me up somewhat and then i went to kristin's to watch some movies we rented and i headed home. anyway, blah blah blah... so then tabin calls me and that's always nice. we talk about neve some...well, lots. what else do we ever talk about? =) but she makes me laugh and i cheer up. so now i'm just online chatting with kris and tabin and matt and kristin and brain and just having a grand ol' time. much better than the nights before. =) so nice. everything is okay for right now. i'm just on a high. my stomach hurts from laughing so hard. anyway, i'm off to chat some more and forget my troubles for the night. 12:04 a.m. - March 22, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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