unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the future still so unclear i have to leave to go babysit soon. i shouldn't even be writing this right now. but i am. today has been sort of....i dunno. i felt very dead. i didn't want to talk that much and i just wish i could have wandered the halls and thought about my relationships with people. i think i've been doing that a lot lately. how glad i am that i've met some people in my life even though they may be several states away. and i thought about how much i'm going to miss people once high school is over. some i'll probably still see, but some i won't. some people i thought i'd see after high school, but plans have changed. i kind of feel like i'm stuck here to do some soul searching maybe. when i sit down and think "now what is it that i'm good at?" my mind goes blank. when i go to college i'm not sure why i'll be there. what am i going to study? there is a guy from Sony that comes to my work every Wednesday and brings displays and posters and promos and stuff and just promotes...which is basically what i've been doing for quite a while now! except he gets paid for it! i could do that. i've been told that i'm a really good promoter. i could do that, right? but who knows. i'm sorta shy so that's no good. anyway, i better go before i'm late. later... 1:21 p.m. - April 6, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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