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oh happy day...

Okay, screw cody. i don't need him anymore. it's actually a good thing that he's going to angela now. because i found out some great stuff from lance last night. =)

we were just chatting and he asked me what i was doing tomorrow and i said work. he asked me what time i got off and i said around 6. so then he asked me if i liked coffee and i told him that i loved coffee. so now after i get off work we are meeting up at starbucks to have some coffee together. =) he was like "okay, i'm telling lindsay right now, because it will only get harder as time goes on." and i really didn't understand what he was talking about. and then he goes "cause i kinda like you and have for a long time." i was like "wow. holy cow." haha. he actually likes me back. i was very shocked. i mean, he's got something going on with lindsay sort of. he likes her, but she doesn't really like him. she told me that she would hook us up. so don't worry, i'm not like stealing him from her or anything. she wants him to move on...and he can do that with me. =) we'll see. i'm just really excited about this. i didn't think he liked me for more than a friend at all. but i guess he does. i just wonder how long is a long time to him....=) that really amazes me. so now i can move on from cody. cody's not interested in me anymore and i have reason to just get over him and move on to someone A LOT better. i mean, lance is so sweet and just adorable. he's got this huge little boy grin. =) and he's funny and we have a lot in common and he's just really nice to talk to. he's great. and he's smart! and cody was just......well, cute and sweet, but not a lance. =) so i'm very happy and i hope this works out, but i really am scared to get dropped again. it started out like this with cody and look how far that got me. nothing. so i just really want this to work out with lance.

so i'll definately have something to look forward to when i get off of work today. i can't wait. it's like lance is just one of those guys you can see yourself sitting down with and having a nice, long, deep conversation with. cody's just not into that stuff or whatever. but all guys are different, so i'm not holding that against him. cody had a great sense of humor. and lance is just one of those guys that's deep and stuff. the type i would kill to be with.

anyway, i think that's enough rambling. you get what i'm trying to say here.

i can't wait to get off work.

9:49 a.m. - May 13, 2001

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