unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- cigarettes and chocolate milk... So i'm talking to lance on aim right now. i love talking with him. =) he's so honest and sweet. but tonight we're both being just open with one another and i'm feeling really paranoid. like i'm trying to say the right things. even though i know he really doesn't care. but he's just such an honest and good person and he makes me want to be a better person, you know? but i feel like i'm always trying to be careful about what i say to him. if he knew how crazy i really was, he may not like me anymore. but i'm not like faking anything with him. i just act however around him and am honest and open as well, just not as crazy as i usually am. then when it finally comes out, he's gonna be scared! haha. i hope not. i just don't want to scare him or offend him in any way. you know..? i don't know...blah...i'm confused. 2:48 a.m. - May 16, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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