unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- busy busy busy well here i am in front of a computer. =) it's been a while. too long. and there are people that i haven't talked to in a century it seems b/c i only know them online (well on the phone too, but long distance calls are a bitch!). anyway, it's been crazy around here trying to finish packing everything up and ship it to my dad's via me and my car. it seems sort of pointless to just be packing everything in boxes and then have to unpack them 5 days later, ya know? oh well. it's all good. i've just missed having a computer! i miss the email, i miss talking to my friends, and i miss my diary. i've had to catch up on some diaries that i read on a regular basis too. some things don't sound too good. =( anyway, so i hear that cody still really likes me a lot...and i still like him too. but i've got lance. well, i don't have him, but we're dating and i really like him a lot and i miss him tons. but i miss cody too. it's like for the longest time, i had no boys at all. then they all come at one time. bad timing. and now i feel as if i'm forced to choose between cody and lance. i know the best choice is lance. i love being with him. =) but i miss cody too. with cody, i'm not afraid to go far with him. i mean, i get so nervous around lance. but i think that's a good sign, right? i just don't appreciate it. in fact, i hate it. why can't i be more outgoing and bold? grr. but i think me and cody and another couple are going out on a double date again soon. we both miss it. but lance is always in the back of my mind. i haven't talked to him in quite a while and i really miss him now. i just need to see him, that's all. anyway, i better go start unloading the car. then it's back to the hotel, then to work. blah. later kiddos. 2:36 p.m. - May 31, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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