unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- and i watched her drive away... what a relief. these past few weeks have been pure stress and insanity!! graduating, moving, thinking about college, my mom leaving...etc. it's not been easy. today was so hard. my mom and i met up at our neighbor's house to say goodbye and stuff and then my mom and i had to say goodbye. and she was off to oklahoma. she started crying and telling me how proud she was of me and then i started crying. i watched her drive away and i got in my car and sobbed. i drove over to kristin's but i didn't think she was home so i went to trista's and as soon as i saw her, i started up again. it was really bad. now let's back up a little bit to last night. i went out with cody. on a double date with kristin and cory. it got....interesting. i mean, at first, he acted very uninterested. he didn't talk to me much and he didn't get close like he normally did. but then we went to the movie...and things...heated up. i'm not gonna go into it here, but you get the drift. but now i like both lance and cody and i don't know what to do. with lance it's more of an emotional attachment and with cody, it's more of a physical thing. anyway, i have more to discuss later but i'm tired of writing in here for tonight. later. 12:20 a.m. - June 5, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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