unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- stop thinking about it, susie!!! after more consideration towards this whole scott thing, i decided that i am overreacting somewhat. i figured out that it's bothering me so much because 1. i hardly know him 2. if i hardly know him, i hardly trust him 3. he's over 20, therefore he has other things on his brain 4. we want 2 different things out of this relationship 5. i should have been more prepared so yeah, i just need to grow up and accept that boys will be boys. he didn't do much wrong there. it just took me by suprise, that's all. he did move awfully fast but that's probably because being older, he's more mature and expected more. but he knew i was only 18. that's the only thing that concerns me. did i give off the impression that i was a slut? cuz...that's how he acted. well, not really. i don't know. here i go, blowing things out of proportion again. maybe that's just the way all 25 year olds act. i shouldn't be so naive. alright, i think that's enough dwelling for one day. my brain needs a rest. later. 8:24 p.m. - June 21, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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