unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- May flights of angels bring him to his rest. well, i just got up about 43 minutes ago with a call from lindsay on my cell. i turned off my phone so she could call me at home. she says her and nate are officially "dating" now. still don't know what me and jiten are. more than friends, i guess? i dunno. i want to go to his house tonight, but at the same time, i want to stay home so i can chat with tabin and lauren and everyone else that i haven't talked to in a few days now. not that i don't enjoy staying at jiten's - god knows i do - but i just miss some of my other friends. tabin seems to be having a really hard time right now. i know that nothing i could say could make it any better. and no matter what tabin says i'll still feel....helpless for not being able to make the pain go away. i hate it. i hate to read diary entries of her's like that. well at least for the week i'm there, i'm pretty sure i'll be able to keep it off her mind. but that's only a week..hmm. i just wish to God i could make it go away. one week left. that's it. should i start packing yet? i guess i should find all that flight info soon, huh. i hope i get a good paycheck tomorrow. i'm really worried that i won't have enough. eek! i had more, but i spent too much. =( shame on me. this is so exciting. i just hope the flight goes ok.....that i make it there in one piece. =) i shouldn't be nervous, right?? 4 hours..hmm! i need to buy a camera soon. i've got a few days left...everything's cool. i think lauren may actually be looking for a job now. not that she wasn't before, but i just don't know how motivated she is. hopefully, i helped some. i hope. anyway, i guess i'll get going now. don't know what i'm doing today for the most part, but i'll figure something out. 12:43 p.m. - July 12, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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