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cuz you're the freak of the week, cuz you're on the tv

I've decided that i really don't want to return to texas now. Today tabin took me and her friend mary to Seattle. we cruised around and actually got lost. we passed the Space Needle, EMP, and where we're going tomorrow - Bite of Seattle. hopefully we're meeting up with Mayumi too. =)

i've come to realize that even if i don't move on from jiten....jiten could. this is something that i don't want, yet a strong possibility. everyday at college he'll be meeting tons of cute college girls. his friends will be taking him to college parties. he'll probably get drunk. he'll do things he won't remember. me, on the other hand, will be stuck here doing nothing of importance. i worry too much, i know. but i'm only facing the obvious possibilities. it's not that big of deal...i'm told. i just haven't felt this close to any guy before. i don't want to let go. i'm not ready to move on. and now, here i am, jumping to conclusions. this long-distance relationship is going to be tough. i already miss him.

anyway...! so Seattle is fun. Tabin is fun. she's already gotten me into bad habits. =) but i'm really liking WA. They have big trees! we went to Mt. Rainier this morning around 10 am. we parked somewhere near the middle of it (i think), got out and walked on these trails up the mountain. there was snow there. WA weather right now is nicer than Texas in that it's not SCORCHING HOT, but sometimes it's sort of cold. i had to wear a long sleeved shirt today! if i wore a long sleeved shirt in texas right now, i would have to be rushed to the hospital due to a heat stroke.

ok now i'm rambling. i need to find something to do. more later.

2:46 a.m. - July 22, 2001

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