unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- tabin says i think too much. i do. so as of now, i leave WA in 2 and a half hours. sucks. i have to leave all the nice people of washington for the coke heads and republicans of texas. or so chaz would say. nah, it's okay. i need to get away from these boys. i am way too boy crazy for my own good. this actually really worries me. i'm worried about jiten staying faithful to me while in college, but now i'm actually worried about me staying faithful to him. i am a bad person. blah. i think too much. i hate thinking now just because i think the worst things and jump to the worst conclusions. plus, i'm a drama queen which is no good. anyway, as soon as i get home i'm going to visit: work, kristin, lauren, lindsay, and trista. just not all on the same day. man, i have so much to tell trista about me and jiten. =) i can't wait. this is like what i've wanted for the longest time and i never imagined it'd get this far. it's like now i've gotten everything with him how i wanted it and i'm not ready to let go or move on. hence, why we're working on a long-distance relationship. god, i want it to work out so much. i seriously want to have a long, meaningful relationship with him. i really do. so i just need to calm my boy-craziness, huh. blah. i suck. 4:29 a.m. - July 26, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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