unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- happiness, where are you? lots of running around today. i went to trista's for a while which is always nice. we talked about a lot of stuff and just did a lot of catching up with each other. i love that girl. =) then i went over to kristin's and we ran a bunch of errands. i bought the movie The Fight Club! gotta love that movie. =) it's definately one of my favorites, but i'm sure i'll get tired of it soon. i'm getting that helpless feeling again. really bad. and i know i'll get yelled at by someone after they read this. =) but i can't exactly help it. it's like there could be things i could be doing to help, i just haven't figured out what. so i sit on the sidelines and watch...helplessly. which is really crappy for me. i mean, it's basically my fault, but i just wish i knew the right things to say or do. it makes me feel guilty. i can't exactly explain how i feel, really. it's hard. anyway, i should go to bed now. too much thinking for one night. too much thinking about something i don't think i can change, as much as i want to. blah. more later. 4:41 a.m. - July 29, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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