unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- if only i could move. ugh. So my dad and step mom came back from Lubbock today. of course, my dad automatically asks for my work schedule and complains that i don't have enough hours. then, my step mom starts on the whole "want-to-go-get-your-school-books-soon?" crap. i told her i didn't want to register yet and my dad asked me if i was "scared of college". i told him no, it was just that i had already said a long time ago that i wanted to take one tiny little semester off! i'm still going to college no matter what, i just want a little more of a break. and he was like "ok, well that just means you'll have to work more." i was like "fine. whatever." so i was in a good mood all day, until i came home from work...and they started harrassing me about college, work...even asking me for the phone number of the girl's house i was going to tonight for a couple hours at. i'm just reminded of why i really hate being here. ah...if only i could move off to Texas Tech. kill 2 birds with 1 stone, so to speak. =) it's still hard to think that jiten is hours away living somewhere else now at college. sure, i'll visit him and he'll come back sometimes, but it's just not the same as having him here. he's always so much fun to be with, no matter what we're doing. even if we are just lounging around the house, not even talking, there's nowhere else i'd rather be. sad, i know. don't start. =) anyway, i don't want to ramble on and on about jiten like i normally do. it gets old, huh. haha. more later i guess. when i can actually find something more interesting to talk about. not that jiten isn't interesting...but you know. =) 11:45 p.m. - Aug. 19, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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