unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- shoot me. please. today, i didn't feel like talking very much. i did every now and then, but if there were more than...well 1 other person there, i just didn't talk. i don't even really feel like writing this right now. i just have nothing better to do. all day, i've just been feeling...."Blah". i just want to drive all day. if i could get free gas for my car...i would. oh yeah, i have to go to work though too, huh. *shrugs* i just don't know. i finished my new song. it's really good. at least I think so. don't know what other will think. kristin is the only one who's heard the full, finished product. she liked it. i kind of remind myself of Jewel. haha. work is going okay. i'm tolerating it. at least with reed, he makes it a little easier to tolerate. the other day he got underneath one of the browsers and just layed there on the ground. i laughed at him. hmmm anyway, can't think of anything else that's really going on in my life. it's all just gray. i'm sort of getting sick of it. it used to not be gray. but things change. now everything looks the same and it's all monotone. i don't have anything to look forward to. i don't have anything that makes me really happy anymore. i just feel like i'm walking through life, not really knowing where i'm going or what the hell i'm doing. i hate it. i hate everything. 11:33 pm - Aug. 27, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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