unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- poop bunnies suck. ever have those days where you just want to drive around listening to depressing music and cry? that was today. i screwed up at work...which always makes me feel stupid. i don't know how i still work there. the weather was shitty, so that just made me feel worse. rain always does that to me. i went out with lindsay and her mom. it made me miss my mom. lindsay is sort of hooking up with derek now. a guy she likes. and he likes her back. so that's good. she's really cute about it too. she likes him and he likes her. yup. i should just shut up right now. i just need to learn how to be a lone. it's like, before i had a guy - i was fine. i didn't need a boyfriend at all. i could be totally independent and happy. but now, all my friends have guys and especially after this relationship...i just feel alone and unwanted..whatever. i know i like to whine a lot. sorry. if you can't handle it, don't read it. anyway, all in all...i just felt like crying today. and i have and maybe now i'm done...? probably not. 10:22 pm - Sept. 18, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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