unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- it's my town now..and i wish you were here... so i went to go see collin last night at his dorm. he is such a sweetheart. when i went up there, i was going to suprise him and his roommate was going to let me up to the room so collin wouldn't know about it. his roommate just told him that he was bringing him something home when he got off work but he wouldn't tell him what - but of course, it was me. =) so i called up to the room when i got there so that adam could come get me in. but adam wasn't there...so then i had to talk to collin and the suprise was ruined. so collin had to go meet me at the gate to the parking lot and let me in. =) he said he thought it was a good suprise though. of course when i got there, we hugged and then went upstairs to his dorm. he was working on a project so i helped him finish that and then we just sat around and chatted for a while thinking of something to do. so we decided to watch South Park on dvd. i'd never seen it before. so he put it in his computer and we got pillows and a blanket and laid down and watched it. =) it was sooo cute. he's adorable. but now i'm in a boy dilemma. i really like collin. but i like shawn too. i kind of have a feeling that collin likes me back. we just kind of clicked. and me and shawn haven't really done that yet. i think shawn just wants to be more physical too...but he is a really really good kisser. i don't know what to do. i don't want to move on from shawn, but i don't really think we're ever going to evolve from just dating. but i don't know what could happen with collin either. ugh. i'm so confused!!!! help me. 12:07 am - Nov. 17, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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