unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- red eyed and blue well i had a good idea what i was going to write in my diary tonight, but now it's all been forgotten. where am i headed? where am i trying to get? what am i doing? i really am so wrapped up in trying to find a guy. i'm not leaving room for anything else. everywhere you go, there's talk of relationships and love and such. don't you see it too? in romance movies. on almost every television show. songs on the radio. your friends. your parents. advertisements. it's everywhere you turn. it's only natural to seek it yourself, isn't it? at least that's what i was thinking. maybe i'm wrong. sometimes it just can't be escaped. haven't you heard it said that love is the most powerful thing in the world? where else do you turn when you don't have love? when you're so willing to just give away your heart to the wrong person only in hopes that someone is willing to accept it and give their's in return? love makes the world go 'round. or so i've heard. you can always love another person, but if you don't recieve that love back...it's not very easy on the heart. i'm sure we've all experienced this, right? i have just got to find something else to concentrate on. school or work or...anything but relationships. even though it can be kind of difficult to avoid it when all of your friends are in relationships. you really can't escape it. where do i go now? what do i put all my focus on? and why does it all circle back to one person? 12:34 am - Nov. 20, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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