unafraid's Diaryland Diary

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'cause this whole world needs an anthem and i'm trying to put the words where they belong...

let's see, i have to leave for work in about 30 minutes and i really don't want to. i want another day off. i got the idea from a friend of mine to go to a park to play guitar in public to see the reactions you get, but i just don't have the guts! everytime that i've had the opportunity and the weather has been absolutely perfect for it....i just don't go. it's like "eek! people will be watching me and listening! what if i suck really bad?" but how would i ever be a professional musician if i keep this state of mind?! that's one reason i don't think it will ever happen. plus, it seems you've got to have either a)connections or b)lots of money. which i have neither. but being my own private musician still keeps me happy. writing songs, learning chords, etc...it's all in good fun. although, it would be a dream come true to have someone tell me that my music has made a strong and positive impact on their life, you know? to know that the words i write could possibly change someone. wow. but only time will tell i guess. if i want it bad enough, i've just got to make it happen. somehow.

i think i should take professional lessons first, though...

10:04 am - Mar. 13, 2002

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