unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- just do what you gotta do..... so here it is almost 2:30 am. i'm awake and at home. now, if you were up until 2 or 3 am, wouldn't you rather be out having fun instead of on your ASS?! yes. wouldn't we all. anywho, (that was random, i know) i got home from work at 7, talked to my mom on the phone, watched a movie, then went out to grab some Sonic at 10:30. you know, i find it rather entertaining flirting with the opposite sex in other cars, don't you? there's no obligation, just a quick smile or wink and you're on your way. you may think he/she is cute and he/she may think the same thing. you exchange a smile and pass each other, knowing you will probably never see each other again, but noted the other person's good looks. it's fun. at work, however, i get frustrated. like today. this really cute guy came in and i went over to him and asked him if he needed help finding anything. he said no, and i walked away. of course i checked him out some more and remained silent. then as he left i said "bye. have a nice day." and i probably won't see him again either. although, he did buy one of our frequent shopper cards...so...maybe he'll be back. anyway, the past couple of days i've decided i just need to be more outgoing. i need to stop thinking so damn much and just live, ya know? have fun. carpe diem. i hate being shy and quiet all the damn time! i want to be loud (well, not too loud) and goofy. a lot of people i know say i can be really funny. i know this is true. therefore, i could win over a guy with a good sense of humor, right? maybe? we'll see...... to be continued... 2:14 am - Apr. 22, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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