unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- y'know, i used to live alone before i knew ya.... that's it. no more "i like reed." blah. it's just gotten to be such a hassle and it's only making me miserable that it's about damn time i just focus on something else for once instead of him!! (and it took me how many months to realize this? ugh) anyway, i'm just tired of it, ya know? the feelings are obviously not recipricated and never will be so why is it again that i'm stuck on him? can't remember. it's just a waste of my time, ya know? we can be friends, sure. but nothing more and it's about damn time i realize this and move on with my little boring life! it may be a little difficult at first, but once he leaves sam goody, i know it'll only get easier when he's not around as a reminder. anyway, i'm through. i'm done. it's almost over. BLAH. it just makes me mad sometimes, ya know? and i don't need it anymore. i could be missing something else by focusing so much on him, ya know? so "it's over now". mwhahahaha... 4:11 pm - May. 03, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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