unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "saturday tv funhouse - tv funhouse!!!" i'm glad tomorrow is saturday and at the same time, i'm not. this means i'll actually have to see my parents and in my opinion, they ask too many questions. i need to study some, deposit money in the bank, go give jeff his wilco cd, and work. guess that means i can't sleep in until 2 or 3. damnit. i don't know why i'm writing in here because i really don't have anything important to say. i guess i just didn't want the "reed" entry to be on the main page anymore. i feel like i get so melodramatic sometimes. a lot of the times. maybe i try to fill in my life with drama for the lack of something else. like when i'm not in a relationship with a guy, i've always got a crush on one. surely, this can't be a good thing. i don't see it as a negative thing either though. i mean, they're harmless little crushes though, right? except for the whole reed thing...that might have gone a little too far. not like scary or anything...i just liked him more than i should have. i focused on him too much and talked about him too much and even had too many dreams about him. and look at what this innocent little entry has already turned into, yet again. god, i'm pathetic. anyway, i've got a lot of things to do tomorrow and i really can't think of anything of importance to blabber on about anyhow (not that anything in this entry actually has been important) so i guess i'll just go back to reading my book, "About A Boy". good stuff, that book. go buy it. more later. enjoy the weekend. 11:34 pm - May. 03, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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