unafraid's Diaryland Diary

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i don't know what to say...tomorrow is a different day

job hunting sucks. it seems like there's nothing out there right now. and there probably isn't. my parents are still breathing down my neck telling me i have to find a 40 hrs/week job by the end of may. what if i don't? i really hope i will, but it seems so impossible out there right now. i want a full time job so i can start saving up to move out with scott. i can't wait for that day. if he gets a full time job before me, i'll be even more discouraged. or maybe he can get me one too. lol. i'm just wondering where i should get one, for where we should live. i'm still very excited about moving in with him, and nervous at the same time. i don't want to ruin anything between us and that's what i'm scared will happen. i love him to death and i would hate to be the one to ruin it all. we spend every single day together as it is, we could live together, don't you think? we'll see.

tomorrow is my big birthday party. i'm so excited. scott got a hotel room for us and we invited everyone for a big party. i just have to tell my parents that we're having it at lindsay's apartment and i'm just crashing there for the night. =( i'm a horrible person, i know. but i think they'll buy it...i hope.

anyway, i better go. i'm kinda hungry. food time! l8er kids.

1:45 pm - May. 09, 2003

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