unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you can't break me you know, sometimes i get into this mood where i just want to go out and have some fun. i don't want to be all shy and sweet and innocent (i'm not innocent, but i know how to play the part). i want to look hot and act like i know i am and just say "fuck you, world!" haha. i know that sounds kinda lame. but sometimes i need that self confidence. i need to think "yeah, so some stupid boy fucked with my head and messed me up for a little while...so what?! i am cute. i can attract other boys' attention." someone told me not too long ago that the next boy i got involved with...i would probably break his heart. i don't really want to do that. but right now i feel like i'm kinda pissed at the male species and i want to be one of those girls that does things on the spur of the moment. i don't want to analyze everything anymore. and i certainly don't want to fall in love with any guy that shows me the least bit of attention. i want to stand up for myself and i want to be proud of who i am. and so tonight, i am going out. i am going to look hot. i might look a little dark and sinister, but that is actually the vibe i want to give out because that is how i feel these days. fuck love. fuck men. and fuck the man that broke my heart, ran away, and won't take responsibility for his careless actions. i am going out. and i am going to have some fun, damnit!! 8:41 pm - Nov. 11, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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