unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- don't change your plans for me.... i am soooooooo sore and tired. today, i went back to work to finish picking up the store...well throwing it away, technically. what a pain in my ass!@#%!! reed, did not show up today and at first, i was kind of disappointed, but i kept myself happy by checking out the nice young boy, Ricky - from the Irving Mall. cute, cute, cute. his hair looks exactly like Rob Thomas's. so cute. and he's a big fan of ben folds five like me. so we got along really good. i sat with him outside while he smoked a cigarette and we chatted about bf5, work, school, etc. he's a nice boy, that Ricky. =) and yes, i am boy-crazy...you don't have to tell me. so anyway, he'll be back up there tomorrow to help finish the job at 11 am while i'll be there at 10 am. he said he would bring me this ben folds five DVD that he has that i said i had never seen and he's letting me borrow it. ("as long as you don't like..break it or anything!" says ricky) so, this is a great chance for me to see him again. once i finish it, i'm supposed to call over at his store and let him know and he'll come pick it up at the NEmall where i'll be working at that time. so now, all i have to do is make up another excuse for us to have to see each other again. i'm not very forward so i doubt i could just say "hey. let's hang out sometime" as easy as that sounds right now. i'm such a chicken, it's not even funny. i need to figure out how to get to the Irving Mall so i can go visit him sometime. i wonder if he'll think anything, since i've never even been to the Irving Mall before and all of the sudden, i just start showing up! haha. =) he's such a doll. i just don't want to lose contact with him. it's like you may hang out with someone just once, but you already know that you just have to see more of them more frequently or you'll go nuts. haha. well, i doubt i'll go nuts, but i just really don't want it to be like a thing where we see each other this one time and then it's goodbye, ya know? maybe i'm just crazy. so i didn't go to my classes tonight either. that's 2 days in a row that i've skipped now. i went over to kristin's house where her mom made me some dinner and i went upstairs to her room and just passed out for like an hour or so. then i went home at the right time that i would be on my way home if i had of gone to school. luckily, my parents were already in bed, so they didn't quiz me about school and i didn't have to lie to them about it. i already feel guilty enough. anyway, i better go to bed soon. i feel like total shit. goodnight kids. take care. 10:04 pm - Jan. 29, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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