unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- gone it's been a while since i've seen this place. i just don't have much time anymore to update, although i still love it. i need to express my thoughts and feelings every now and then, ya know? anyway...i just got back from a funeral not too long ago. my stepmom's father. i didn't know him too well, but i have seen him a lot in the past 2 years. he was such a sweetheart and we got along great. i really liked him and i hope he knew that i really liked him a lot even though i never told him. at first it was kind of hard to know how to feel. i mean, i wasn't that close to him, but it was still difficult to know he was gone. and i feel even worse for his family. his own wife. seeing him at the funeral there in the casket was harder than i thought it would be. he was just there...not moving. i wanted to be able to say hi and give him a hug and have him hug me back. that's when the tears came. i wasn't confused on how i was supposed to feel anymore. this was a man that i had known only a few short years but admired and loved. he was so kind and gracious and sweet. anyway, there's more family over here now, so i better not be rude in here by myself. more later. hopefully not too far in the future. 5:41 pm - Jan. 24, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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