unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fuck the greyhound bus! fuck you! he has a girlfriend now. it's not me. was i even that serious about him though? we were just considering going to a stupid hockey banquet together, that's all. i hate getting so close and then being dissapointed. i give up. i want nothing to do with the opposite sex anymore. i'm not turning lesbian, i just give up trying to attain a male. what's the point? to be tied down with one person? why not play the field. but since THAT'S not happening either, i quit altogether. who fucking cares. they can do whatever they want to. i have my own life to lead and i don't need some stupid boy in it. i just honestly don't care anymore. most of the guys at my school are retarded, mean, vain, or egotistical. and the few good ones are taken. i'll be friends with them, sure. but thinking of anything more with them is just a bad idea. i'll graduate soon and be away from them. now i really want to just move to a different state or at least 3 hours away. i dunno. i'm just tired of trying. 2:20 p.m. - April 7, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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