unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- boys. sometimes a girl just needs one... so, let me fill you in a little on my boy situation. and the funny thing is...that i actually have one at all! anywho, so i work with a guy named Peter. Peter has a roommate named Daniel. Daniel is very sweet and nice and intelligent and funny and...just adorable. and we get along real well. so i've been hanging out with both of them a lot lately. they're so much fun. we went to walmart last night to get ice cream around midnight and daniel would run and flop on his stomach so he'd slide across the floor. it was awesome. =) peter is hilarious too. he just says whatever comes to mind even if it might offend normal people. he likes to embarrass me and daniel a lot. he knows that i like daniel, and he teases us both about it. but i still don't know if daniel likes me or not. i just can't tell. we're friends right now, which is great. it's always best to become friends for a while first before you start dating. hell, i don't even know if we ever will start dating. we'll see. so yeah. i heart daniel. and it's not like one of those things where i just wanna make out with him. haha. i just want to spend time with him and be his girlfriend. he's such a sweetheart and he'd be a very good influence on me. make sense? well it does to me. then there's james. cute, cute james. oh man, he's pretty much hot. we met at a party that josh (this guy who works at the mall that liked me) took me to. james and i flirted a whole bunch and we both acknowledged the fact that we were flirting. now, i didn't do any of this in front of josh, with him liking me and all. but james was drunk and so he felt the need to tell josh. needless to say, josh was pissed. he left the party without saying goodbye to me and i haven't heard from him since then. this was saturday and today is thursday. i've talked to james a lot since then and he says that he's also talked to josh since then and josh is over it. so this is a good thing. they all went up to sam goody the other day to see me but unfortunately, i wasn't working. so anyway, me and james have been talking on the phone a lot lately and we're supposed to do something on friday. i hope. but the thing is, i like both of these guys. i like daniel more, but daniel is not showing much interest. james is. and why should i sit around and block out every other guy that shows interest waiting for daniel to come around. daniel and i may be destined to just be friends for the rest of our lives, ya know? i've got to give james a chance. he's funny and he's sweet and not to mention hot. plus, he's in a band. although, i've heard dating guys in a band kind of sucks because they're never around and you have to worry about all the girls they'll meet at their shows. soo...right now, i've still got my hopes on daniel. but if it works out with james, great. i guess i really shouldn't worry about it too much, right? whatever happens - happens. just go with the flow. or something like that. i'm so confused... 4:06 pm - Oct. 03, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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