unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- smile what is it about "smile" that i love so much? it's addictive. is it because of who it reminds me of? probably. i don't know. i could be in the most joyful mood and then listen to "smile" and be so down after that. it's good for getting in the right mood to write, that's for sure. today, while i was waiting for my mom to go to bed so i could get on the net, i looked through some pictures. some certain pictures of me and john. am i retarded? have i not learned anything? why do i do this to myself. i don't know. i pine over something that i know i can never have. and that's the worst part. i have to stop now. 12:24 am - March 8, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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