unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- random thoughts well, i've learned some new info about scott now that just confirmes my thoughts that he's bad news. i mean, god...i don't know why i didn't realize it earlier! my brain just doesn't work properly around guys i like...it's just when i take into consideration the things i've heard about him before we went out, i think to myself "why didn't it click right then that i was making a bad decision???". blah. i dunno. anyway, the fact is, that after finding out the hard way...i'm done with him. no more scott. i just can't avoid him though. he comes into the store at least once a week. i'm not always working then, but i know i'll see him eventually. great. so i'm going to have to deal with him sometime. anyway, the more i talk about doing stuff with tabin in july, the more excited and determined i get. i sooo want to go now. i have to. we have to figure it all out soon. b/c i really want this to work out. i'm determined now. we're going to have a blast!! and i haven't seen lauren in forever. i totally miss her. =( i just want to go to deep ellum with her and go crazy. i need a lauren and susie laughfest! =) grr...we'll have to do something real soon. so lauren, if you're reading this...we have to do something SOON!! =) anyway, i can't think of anything else to write on right now. more later. 1:33 a.m. - June 23, 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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