unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- crimson and clover over and over well...here i am waiting around for work to come. i wasn't supposed to work today, but they had extra hours and i guess i could always use them. i don't want to close with who's closing, but whatever. i'll survive. so me and scott are doing well. if i have not mentioned scott, let me explain. almost every night, me and shelby have been hanging out at starbucks with a bunch of guys we met up there. they're all really nice and fun. one day, they say "hey. our friend scott is having a get-together. wanna come?" so shelby and i go. scott is really nice and stuff. actually, that night i didn't even hardly say 2 words to him. i feel bad about it now. anyway, then he starts showing up to starbucks more and stuff. then their other friend has a party and they invite me, so i go. and that's when me and scott started talking more. i had to take this guy kevin to his car so scott came along too. and once kevin got to his car, me and scott just talked a lot and joked around in the car. and i started kinda liking him. i wasn't sure at the time b/c i didn't want to just go for it, but i had a feeling. so then we started hanging out a lot and i would go over to his house after i got off work at Smoothie King. then i met some of his other, closer friends the other day and he's met one of mine. so yeah...that's scott. =) he's really funny and really sweet. he's got a really goofy side, but i love his serious side too. i dunno...we just click. we're always talking about doing stuff "in the future" and we just...click. i'm starting to trust him, but at the same time i'm scared that it's all going to end tomorrow and i'll never see him or anything. that he'll just lose interest and never call and then i'm screwed. it seriously worries me and makes me sad to think this. because i really like him. anyway, i have to go to work and that's enough rambling for now. more later. 3:14 pm - Oct. 19, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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