unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- keep your head high.... i've been thinking a lot about my possible future in the music biz and i'm nervous and excited and hopeful and doubtful all at the same time. how cool would it be to have a career doing something i LOVE?? i don't want to be doing anything else. i just want to make music. i think i'm going over to ricky's on sunday and monday to get some more recording done too. i'm almost done with my cold so that's good. i really do like recording though. and i need to play at some coffee houses and stuff. i need to get my ass out there and show off and get noticed!! but there's already so many people out there just like me...struggling to get noticed and make a name for themself. what do i have that sets me apart from them, really? i could have talent, sure (at least that's what people tell me), but am i different than the other millions of people doing the same thing every day? i dunno. plus, i've been having a lot of trouble writing lately. usually i write a lot when i'm depressed and i really haven't been lately so i can't think of any material! anyway, i think i'm gonna go try and write something now. and sleep is on it's way soon..... 2:33 am - Jan. 05, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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