unafraid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- living life unafraid - yeah right. it's almost 1:30 am and i want to go to sleep, but at the same time, i don't. i just finished off half a pint of coffee ice cream and just going over some old diary entries. i've been reminiscing about the past a lot lately. mostly high school days. neve days. i miss those days of counting down neve concerts, being crazy with lauren, the neve insomniacs. ahh. not much to worry about then. now i've got all these bills to pay, a full time job to find, a future to plan! but at least i can be worry-free with scott. =) today we went swimming and then came home and took a nap and didn't leave the house for the rest of the day. i love having days off from sam goody. anyway, if i don't find a full time job soon, i don't know what i'm going to do. i need to move out of here! my parents and i had a big argument the other day and i just broke down and told them i didn't want to live here anymore. that i couldn't take it anymore. them controlling me like crazy. although i am beginning to see their side of things. i have independence, but sometimes i do need their guidance, because if i don't have it, i won't get done what i need to! ya know? so yeah. they think i'm just really depressed (which i think too) and we're supposed to have a big talk tomorrow - with scott. i don't know why they want scott there, but yeah. wierd. anyway, i think that's enough updating for now. time to catch up with some old friends before i hit the sack. later kids. 1:24 am - Jun. 05, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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